WHEN WE WERE KIDS
Where will I go
One day when I die
When I sink in the sea
And cut earthly ties
I'll return to the beach
Where the waves rush the shore
The long golden road
That leads to God's door
The wind will pick up
And lighten my feet
To meet the white dunes
In the midsomer heat
To life's cold sorrows
I will not be bound
The sunshine will find me
And break through the clouds
I'll return to a time
When I was young
When life was unfolding
And moved like a song
I'll return to a time
When I was free
When the dog days of summer
Were kept by the sea
I will dance with the night
And sing with the dawn
I will never get old
I will never get lost
The midsomer nights
Will roll on and on
Like when we were kids
And life was a song.
HOLY FIRE
I'm gonna get on the road
I'm gonna get somewhere
I'll know the place
When I get there
The world is like an avalanche
It's got me down
But don't worry, baby
I'm gonna walk right out
I'm gonna light myself a candle
Gonna shake and lurch
Gonna dance away the devil
Shake off this curse
I can see the road to heaven
It's a tourist trap
You're on the phone forever
No one calls you back
The doctor said what's got me down
It's in my head
No one will see it coming
When I raise the dead
They talk about the rapture
About the nuclear hail
But I'll be so dead
Baby, I won't care
I'm gonna get to where I'm going
Pass me a match
I'm gonna light the holy fire, baby
Please stand back.
TIED TO THE MAST
Tied to the mast
Wreckless and bent
Tonight the crow
Flies the nest
I will stay here
Tied to the wreck
Under blue sky
My heart is kept
I keep empty pockets
For runaway dreams
The things I can't hold
In my hands
I mourn the sky
I miss the sea
Under the willows
I stand
The clouds in the sky
Remind me that I
Have a long way
To climb
Tied to the mast
My life has been spent
I hold my dreams
In my hands.
THE TANGLED BLUE SEA
Where is it you go
Each night when you sleep
I go east to the ocean
To the tangled blue sea
Where is it you're headed
At night in your dreams
To the trenches and canyons
Where at last I can breath
Silence surrounds me
In the arms of the deep
I forget every sorrow
That dry land keeps
Though the pressure is great
It's a weight I can bare
For under the world
I've no need for air
I lay on the seabed
Forgetting all ties
To the world overhead
Where the weather is wild
How is it I'll tell
Between life and a dream
As one comes to life
The other recedes
Each quest is the same
In tangled blue seas
We keep sight of the sun
And make peace beneath.
THE COLORS TURNED TO WHITE
The colors danced
Behind her eyes
She gathered up the moonlight
The sun peeled back
The angry clouds
The colors bled to bright white
She felt the light
Move up her spine
It spoke in simple answers
Don't get lost
Inside the fire
The path of smoke and ashes
Her body burned
Her long hair hung
She waited for the midnight
She sang a song
In silver tongues
And gathered up the moonlight
She pulled the water
From the earth
And cast it to the north sky
It fell on her
In sheets of snow
The colors turned to white.
THE MAD SKY
My words, they are leaving
Like ships on the sea
They dip in the distance
Night swallows day
With words, I built mountains
That lifted the sky
My foes fell to ruin
I danced in the fire
With words, I wove worlds
But the hurricanes came
My long, flowing ribbons
Were all cast away
I cast them to prayer
I cast them to peace
I cursed the mad sky
As it rained down on me
Words, my rope
Words, my anchor
Words, my earth and clay
On the gusts of a rising southern storm
In silver tongues, I sang
Words were my maps
They guided me back
From that liminal space
Where language is glass
Over blue mountains
On a steep, winding pass
I carried them with me
My ribbons and glass
With words, I wove worlds
But the hurricanes came
With my eyes on the wind
The earth fell away.
A WEATHER SO WILD
When the storms came
They opened the sky
When the sky fell
She opened her eyes
She lived with no rain
Twelve long years in the drought
The sun burned her skin
The sky held no clouds
She could hold off the weather
The sky, black and gray
But the thunder clouds found her
And the Furies, they came
She knew not the weather
That rose in her brain
Building and lifting
The tidal waves came
She kept enough rope
Enough to escape
It was tied to a time
Before the storms came
She pulled on the rope
To find her way back
But the sky always fell
As she grappled the past
She knew not the weather
Contained in her eyes
Gray clouds and blue seas
A weather, so wild
Pinned to the earth
Soaked in the mud
The storm now upon her
She let the flood come
When the sky rains
It pours from her eyes
Now when she sings
It opens the sky.
BORN OF THE SUN
Silence, she held
In her mouth like a stone
Her bone turned to earth
The earth turned to bone
It made her teeth loose
And turned her heart gray
Grief, it had found her
And snatched her away
The dark ocean grew
Her heavy heart sank
They offered her pity
Or else, kept away
Her grief was her anchor
Her grief was her god
Her grief was a distance
That no soul could cross
She heard then a song
Rise up from the deep
A deep, booming voice
To calm the rough seas
Keep your heart warm
Do not be afraid
The soul is the sun
That lights better days
Fear not the locusts
Fear not the plagues
Fear not the darkness
From darkness, we wake
Keep walking forward
You approach a new dawn
Look to the sky
You are born of the sun.
THE ROAD MEETS OUR FEET
I need the sun
To cover my skin
I need the bird
To give me her wings
So come find me, love
I am under the ground
You are the fire
That lights the way out
I forget the cold ground
When the wind lifts my wings
I fly toward the sun
Like a bird in the spring
So come with me, love
The road meets our feet
Wherever you are
Is where I am free
Let's burn through the days
And take every road
We'll never plant roots
We'll never grow old
We'll be just as young
As the day we were born
To endure this cold world
You must burn like the sun
Forget the cold ground
Our wings catch the wind
We are bound for the sun
Like birds in the spring
You've got the love
That lights every road
The future is calling
Why don't we go.
GOLDEN MUSIC
Your love, it plays like music
Golden notes that guide me in
I hear our song, it's playing
It is written on the wind
But you don't need to find me
'Cause I've never been lost
I know just where I'm going
I know it by heart
Let me sing it for you now
What is written in the stars
A melody, so sweet
The song that carries on
But you don't need to find me
'Cause I've never been lost
Golden notes are calling
From the great beyond.
A WILD THING
I kept my heart
In a golden cage
Until one day
It grew wings and escaped
From my window, I watched
As it fled away
I've kept my door locked
Since the day it escaped
I thought that I could keep it
If I never looked away
I thought that I could keep it
From a world where strong things break
I bet that I could catch it
And forever keep it in
I bet that I could catch it
And slowly clip its wings
It roams now in the open
Where everyone can see
I think of ways to catch it
And keep it locked away
If I knew where it was headed
I would not mind it free
But I'm sure I couldn't stand it
To see it lose its way
The heart
A strong and fragile thing
The things it holds
We can scarcely dream
Try to cage it
Or lock it away
A wild thing always
Finds a way to escape.
CAPRICORN RISING
I was born as Capricorn
Rose in the evening sky
Eleven degrees out to the east
A time of endless sky
Once, time rolled like jelly
It crept its way in slow
It showed me far horizons
That glittered just like gold
I walked beside the ocean
And held my mother's hand
My soul was new inside my skin
Time was different then
Then one day, it shifted
Like someone closed a door
But how could I forget it
That place of open shore
I think of the beginning
When I had open eyes
I think of the beginning
When I had endless sky
I wish I could go back there
And trade this earthly gold
I wish I could go back there
To watch it all unfold
Dreams were just like memories
I felt them rushing in
Dreams were just like memories
They told me everything
Time, the rarest sunken treasure
Time, the darkest depths
Time is just a dream, I think
A dream that can't be kept.
THE FUTURE WILL SING
You used to come calling
But now I hear nothing
Away from your graces
I feel myself falling
When I reached out my hand
You held it so tight
You kept my soul close
In a lantern of light
Once, I was gone
I had my great fall
But I heard golden music
That time I was lost
God, let it find me
That future I knew
I will open my eyes
And see clear to you
I wait for its golden notes
To call me
I wait for the day
That again
It will know me
From this sick bed, I'll rise
So hold close, your light
The future is calling
It rips through the night
When I open my eyes
The future will sing
Your love is like music
It plays on the wind.
GOLDEN ANCHOR
Ancient history filled the air
The edges burned with light
She cast her only anchor
To the storm cloud's open eye
In landscapes of undying dreams
She collected ornamental leaves
A rip in time
A cosmic bleed
The rain pulled down the sky
She dipped her toe
Along the edge
Of the river's rushing shore
The water rushing by her now
Had passed her by before
The water was a mirror
A golden looking glass
It held the heat of many suns
And many anchors cast
Alive in the water
Were undying dreams
In the moment of grasping
They ceased to be
The ones that had crossed her
The ones that had crowned her
The ones that grew wild
From the tiniest seed
She lived by the water
To be nearer her dreams
The things she can't touch
The things she can see
She would carry them back
If only, she could
But a thing so wild
Would be misunderstood
With empty hands
She could never explain
What cannot be grasped
What cannot be named
She held great riches
She held the whole world
Her anchor of gold
Her eye in the storm.
WHERE ALL SOULS ARE SHIPWRECKED
You speak to me in color
When all the world is black
From high and lonely places
Your vision pulls me back
Language blooms in color
Violets, golds, and greens
Kaleidoscopic symmetries
Draped in earthly dreams
I came upon a vision
Once when I was lost
I came upon a vision
Shipwrecked upon the rocks
If my own eyes had not seen it
I could have looked away
In color, I see clearly
What words cannot explain
The vision burned so brightly
Word traveled on the wind
The masses came to see it
To hold it in their hands
Diviners holding science
Wielding sacred maths
With blinded eyes, they killed it
That vision on the sand
Language cannot capture
That which can't be named
They had no way to see it
Oh, how they tried, in vain
When navigation fails me
When I am lost at sea
I travel on the tradewinds
To shipwrecks far away
Many hands have lifted me
From drowning in the sea
Many eyes have met me
To gaze eternity
Do you think
That's what life is
A beautiful shipwreck
Visions of color
In the black
Churning sea
From the old
Sunken wreckage
Where all souls
Are shipwrecked
New life grows
From the bottomless sea.
BY THE WEEPING WILLOW TREE
I go down to the water
By the weeping willow tree
I think of you
With the sun in your eyes
The river runs on to the sea
Sing me a memory
Play me a song
Here at the crossroads, I stand
I'll follow you anywhere
I don't care if we're lost
We'll find the river again.
THE BRAVE HEART & THE FOOL
Born upon the shipwrecked coast
On the day of fools
She kept a light for stranded ghosts
And wandered in the wool
To keep from being lonely
She filled her head with dreams
She never lost a stranded thought
In the gathering
She liked to fall off edges
And never hit the ground
She liked to fall off edges
To wander in the clouds
She had no use for anchors
To hold her to this world
They would only trap her here
And bind, once more, her soul
She liked to fall off edges
And let her heart grow wings
Love was just like endless flight
A wish to fall again
She fell in love with shipwrecked ghosts
And gathered strands of wool
For every heart is made the same
The brave heart and the fool
She found her way through darkness
Through lifetimes lost at sea
For souls who have not shipwrecked yet
The rocks, they cannot see.
THE OPEN ROAD
I'll be gone before the rooster crows
I can see the open road
There's nowhere else I want to go
I can see the open road
Take all of my troubles
And shove them in the ground
I don't need them
Walking around
I bequeath my possessions
To the holy lord
My pockets will be empty
When I reach the golden doors
I'm gonna wash my mind of this earthly mud
I can see the open road
I'm gonna see the stars when I look up
I can see the open road
Take all of my sorrows
And put them on a train
Where I'm going
There ain't no rain
I'm gonna sleep under
The willows
And burn away the days
No dark clouds
Will keep the sunshine away
I'm gonna reach for the sky and fill my cup
I can see the open road
I'm gonna thank the lord when it opens up
I can see the open road
What I have to gain
Is nothing more to lose
Where I'm going
There ain't no blues
Only golden sky
Shining on my back
And the holy grail
Down the railroad tracks.
THE LOWLANDS
I come from the valley
That holds up the sky
The clouds in my head
The rain in my eyes
I come from the valley
Of gathering storms
We draw closer to heaven
With each passing storm
The wise, weary mountains
Hold up the sky
I stand alongside them
Lonely and tired
Down in the valley
A soul can get caught
On the old fire roads
The miles get lost
Down in the valley
We all walk alone
Our fates grow nearer
With each passing storm
We have learned not to fight it
That which comes from the sky
For God's spade is sorrow
And the ground, it is ripe
We are just like the weather
Tangled and wild
Down in the lowlands
We hold up the sky.
WHERE THE FIRE TREES STAND
We come from the pines
From the low country dirt
Where the water runs red
And the fire trees grow
From the earth, we pull iron
From barrens and bogs
We drink from the sky
When the summer rains fall
Pitch pines bleed
Onto white sugar sand
The deer and the vulture
Reign over this land
Ash is our history
Our beginning and end
Angels and devils
Circle this land
They come down as lightning
As thunder and wind
They go up as ash
Where the fire trees stand
On the ash, travel memories
Of the earth sunken in
What falls down the hole
Shall crawl out again
It comes out at night
It howls on the wind
It keeps to the woods
Where the fire trees stand
Our plants, they drink blood
Our sand drinks the rain
We know that which dies
Will come back again
In a land that is barren
We've learned to breath fire
Our devils grow wings
Our angels grow tired
That which has fallen
Shall rise up again
We come from the iron
Where the fire trees stand.