CAPRICORN RISING
I was born as Capricorn
Rose in the evening sky
Eleven degrees out to the east
A time of endless sky
Once, time rolled like jelly
It crept its way in slow
It showed me far horizons
That glittered just like gold
I walked beside the ocean
And held my mother's hand
My soul was new inside my skin
Time was different then
Then one day, it shifted
Like someone closed a door
But how could I forget it
That place of open shore
I think of the beginning
When I had open eyes
I think of the beginning
When I had endless sky
I wish I could go back there
And trade this earthly gold
I wish I could go back there
To watch it all unfold
Dreams were just like memories
I felt them rushing in
Dreams were just like memories
They told me everything
Time, the rarest sunken treasure
Time, the darkest depths
Time is just a dream, I think
A dream that can't be kept.
THE FUTURE WILL SING
You used to come calling
But now I hear nothing
Away from your graces
I feel myself falling
When I reached out my hand
You held it so tight
You kept my soul close
In a lantern of light
Once, I was gone
I had my great fall
But I heard golden music
That time I was lost
God, let it find me
That future I knew
I will open my eyes
And see clear to you
I wait for its golden notes
To call me
I wait for the day
That again
It will know me
From this sick bed, I'll rise
So hold close, your light
The future is calling
It rips through the night
When I open my eyes
The future will sing
Your love is like music
It plays on the wind.
WHERE ALL SOULS ARE SHIPWRECKED
You speak to me in color
When all the world is black
From high and lonely places
Your vision pulls me back
Language blooms in color
Violets, golds, and greens
Kaleidoscopic symmetries
Draped in earthly dreams
I came upon a vision
Once when I was lost
I came upon a vision
Shipwrecked upon the rocks
If my own eyes had not seen it
I could have looked away
In color, I see clearly
What words cannot explain
The vision burned so brightly
Word traveled on the wind
The masses came to see it
To hold it in their hands
Diviners holding science
Wielding sacred maths
With blinded eyes, they killed it
That vision on the sand
Language cannot capture
That which can't be named
They had no way to see it
Oh, how they tried, in vain
When navigation fails me
When I am lost at sea
I travel on the tradewinds
To shipwrecks far away
Many hands have lifted me
From drowning in the sea
Many eyes have met me
To gaze eternity
Do you think
That's what life is
A beautiful shipwreck
Visions of color
In the black
Churning sea
From the old
Sunken wreckage
Where all souls
Are shipwrecked
New life grows
From the bottomless sea.
BY THE WEEPING WILLOW TREE
I go down to the water
By the weeping willow tree
I think of you
With the sun in your eyes
The river runs on to the sea
Sing me a memory
Play me a song
Here at the crossroads, I stand
I'll follow you anywhere
I don't care if we're lost
We'll find the river again.
THE BRAVE HEART & THE FOOL
Born upon the shipwrecked coast
On the day of fools
She kept a light for stranded ghosts
And gathered up the wool
To keep from being lonely
She filled her head with dreams
She never lost a stranded thought
In the gathering
She liked to fall off edges
And never hit the ground
She liked to fall off edges
And wander in the clouds
She had no use for anchors
To hold her to this world
They would only trap her here
And bind, once more, her soul
She liked to fall off edges
And let her heart grow wings
Love was just like endless flight
A wish to fall again
She fell in love with shipwrecked ghosts
And gathered strands of wool
For every heart is made the same
The brave heart and the fool
She found her way through darkness
Through lifetimes lost at sea
For souls who have not shipwrecked yet
The rocks, they cannot see.
TIED TO THE MAST
Tied to the mast
Wreckless and bent
Tonight the crow
Flies the nest
I will stay here
Tied to the wreck
Under blue sky
My heart is kept
I keep empty pockets
For runaway dreams
The things I can't hold
In my hands
I mourn the sky
I miss the sea
Under the willows
I stand
The clouds in the sky
Remind me that I
Have a long way
To climb
Tied to the mast
My life has been spent
I hold my dreams
In my hands.
THE PETREL & THE ALBATROSS
Listen now, my child
I will tell you where I'm from
A place of shifting shelter
Where to live you must hold on
Black night breaths inside the womb
That births the golden dawn
Earth gives way beneath the feet
And to live you must hold on
The seaside strums a lullaby
That only brave hearts hear
The sound of storms descending
Grows deep within the ear
Where the firmament is orange
And the ocean, emerald green
Where every storm must be outrun
And the sun is seldom seen
The sky, it cries, like banshees howl
And the coast has sharpened horns
If ever you are stranded there
Remember to hold on
This place, my son, has sharpened teeth
Take care not to get caught
Far-off storms will find you there
Pinned up against the rocks
Should you fight the current
My son, you will be drowned
The ocean is a wild thing
Untamed and unbound
Your worries draw the angry sky
In the place where I am from
My dear, you mustn't let it hear
Or soon you will be found
By the time you hear the thunder
The birds will all be gone
The petrel and the albatross
Fly out before the storm
When pirates robbed the ancient hull
They called upon the storm
Billowing and echoing
The thunder clouds were born
Such cargo is the devil's own
A ship destined to wreck
Son, you mustn't use such gold
To pay your earthly debts
Don't get lost in worry
For you are not like me
You are from a different place
Where hope survives the sea
Where the firmament is orange
And the ocean, emerald green
You are from a different place
Where hope survives the sea.
THE OPEN ROAD
I'll be gone before the rooster crows
I can see the open road
There's nowhere else I want to go
I can see the open road
Take all of my troubles
And shove them in the ground
I don't need them
Walking around
I bequeath my possessions
To the holy lord
My pockets will be empty
When I reach the golden doors
I'm gonna wash my mind of this earthly mud
I can see the open road
I'm gonna see the stars when I look up
I can see the open road
Take all of my sorrows
And put them on a train
Where I'm going
There ain't no rain
I'm gonna sleep under
The willows
And burn away the days
No dark clouds
Will keep the sunshine away
I'm gonna reach for the sky and fill my cup
I can see the open road
I'm gonna thank the lord when it opens up
I can see the open road
What I have to gain
Is nothing more to lose
Where I'm going
There ain't no blues
Only golden sky
Shining on my back
And the holy grail
Down the railroad tracks.
THE HILLSIDE COMES AWAKE
Some say that it is sleeping
But the land here is awake
In the flowering vines that climb the trees
And the rings that faeries make
Sap moves in the sugar trees
Blue iris paint the lake
The heart renews its vision
When the hillside comes awake
The wisdom of the wild place
Restores our second sight
In the darkest groves of hemlock
I have seen the bristling light
In the deepest part of winter
When the ice holds still the lake
Our hearts, they guard the vision
Of the land when it awakes
Should the faeries trick you
And your berries fall to blight
What winter winds may wither
The sun restores to life
We mourn our stolen vision
When the flowers fall to frost
In the deepest part of winter
When the light is nearly lost
Boughs and branches quake and bend
Before the winter thaw
The redwinged blackbirds sing again
In the wild fens and bogs
The earth gives rise in ebbs and sighs
In yellows and in greens
New daffodils have sprung to life
Beneath the sugar trees
The forest floor is rising
Ferns fumble toward the sun
The hermit thrush is back again
She sings her ancient song
The melting snow, it sinks below
To meet the rushing stream
The treefogs and the summer toads
Awaken from their sleep
The wisdom of the wild place
Restores our second sight
In the darkest groves of hemlock
I have seen the bristling light.
WHERE THE FIRE TREES STAND
We come from the pines
From the low country dirt
Where the water runs red
And the fire trees grow
From the earth, we pull iron
From barrens and bogs
We drink from the sky
When the summer rains fall
Pitch pines bleed
Onto white sugar sand
The deer and the vulture
Reign over this land
Ash is our history
Our beginning and end
Angels and devils
Circle this land
They come down as lightning
As thunder and wind
They go up as ash
Where the fire trees stand
On the ash, travel memories
Of the earth sunken in
What falls down the hole
Shall crawl out again
It comes out at night
It howls on the wind
It keeps to the woods
Where the fire trees stand
Our plants, they drink blood
Our sand drinks the rain
We know that which dies
Will come back again
In a land that is barren
We've learned to breath fire
Our devils grow wings
Our angels grow tired
That which has fallen
Shall rise up again
We come from the iron
Where the fire trees stand.
A STAR FELL
A star fell from
The cold March sky
And landed in my eyes
I dropped it in the ocean
As I stumbled in the light
I go back
Every winter
When March is in its ides
When all the world has withered
And narrowed in its sight
When the earth
Has frozen solid
And the knuckles have grown white
When blood moves just like cedar sap
And wounds have open eyes
I go back
Every winter
When March is in its ides
I stare across the ocean
When the new moon starts to rise
I open up
My hands
To catch the falling light
This time, I will not drop it
This time, I won't lose sight
I promise
To surrender
And look toward the sky
I promise
To surrender
And nevermore lose sight.
THE KINGDOM THAT WAS LOST
They come out every twilight
Beyond the castle walls
The ghosts that search the highlands
For the kingdom that was lost
I've seen their muddy footprints
Out by horse head's bog
Oak trees choked with spider's thread
Laid waste by knopper galls
This used to be the highlands
Back before the fall
We were cursed into the lowlands
To live inside the fog
The cobwebs on the doors grow thick
The hawthorn have all galled
The rust, it sticks
The wind, it whips
The castle doors are barred
You can see our kingdom glowing
Out past hag's head cliff
When the evening sun begins to set
And the west wind starts to shift
These ghosts, they haunt the highlands
That fell into the sea
They scale the cliffs at twilight
Searching for the key
Their eyes, they glow like torches
With hollow mouths, they scream
They rule the wind and water
Of the kingdom that sank in
They rise up from the bogs at night
When the corncrake starts to cry
The lowland peat begins to shift
The full moon starts to rise
They search in vain for entrance
To the kingdom lost at sea
The castle doors grow barnacles
The halls are choked with weeds
Far off on the hillside
By Saint Macreehy's grave
The eel will mark the headstones
Of the ones that come awake
The eel, she travels freely
The water gives her sight
The ocean is her looking glass
To glimpse the other side
Without the sun, without the wind
The kingdom fell to rot
The scarlet scourge of witch broom gall
Has made the ash roots soft
The ghosts wail at the castle doors
To curse the fallen king
The king calls in the cloaking fog
The gods call in the wind
They come out every twilight
Beyond the castle walls
The ghosts that search the highlands
For the kingdom that was lost.
THE BLACKBIRD
The blackbird looks for treasures
To line her winter nest
The season in the north is long
And shallow in its rest
For those who are the seers
The blackbird gives them sight
That which has been cast to earth
She brings back to the sky
The sky comes down in wintertime
And rests upon the river
It sings the tired land to sleep
And wakes the blackbird's vision
She rises from the wishing well
Unearthing golden treasures
Long lost dreams and golden threads
The rarest sunken relics
The sun has caught a shiny thing
The blackbird, she is falling
Her feathers catch the spider's web
Into earth, she's tumbling
I heard a song from long ago
One night when I was dreaming
The blackbird trapped inside the well
Had brought to me a vision
The sun had dropped
The moth was caught
The spider's web was shimmering
That which comes her way this night
Shall stay with her 'til morning
She comes into my dreams at night
From underground, she's calling
To let her heart grow brave again
She practices her falling
She likes to brush with darkness
To let her heart grow strong
She takes the thread from underground
And ties it to the sun
I see her in the white birch tree
She waits there for the dawn
That which has been cast to earth
She brings back to the sun.