THE OLDEST OF MONSTERS
Those who come from flesh and bone
Can't exist in more than one place
But that's the way the story's told
Inconsistencies all get erased
My hands became withered
My skeleton shivered
I laid my bones down on the ground
And all of the monsters
They said I'd concocted
Came crawling and spilling out
They roam lonely places
And liminal spaces
Walking the barren rock lands
They wouldn't believe me
Like rain, they look through me
The proof buried deep under land
An old tree cracked opened
And it started snowing
Silence fell over the moors
The midsummer birds
Had become my deserters
Stealing the song from the forest
I go to the clearing
To get my own healing
When there's a scream deep in my heart
I dance with the ghosts
Of the ones that I love
From me, they have never been far
They are the healers
My trusted revealers
When the feeling, I cannot contain
I build up the scream
And the monsters inside
Buried deep, spill out again
The clearing has shown me
All that's below me
And how to align with the sky
For I was the haunter
The oldest of monsters
The most terrible thing in the night
I heard the earth screaming
The ancestors keening
From a hollowed out, broken down tree
Returning the song back to the sky
Releasing, we howled and we screamed
And all of the monsters
They said I'd concocted
Have always followed me
From the highest point of the wind-worn cliffs
I scream and they drop to the sea.